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老马最新小视频里引用的配乐是来自美国摇滚乐队林肯公园演唱的《in the end》，其中的歌词表达老马对北京首钢的复杂情感。
有件事从始至终
我从未明白过
无论我如何挣扎努力
却没有一丝效果
在我脑海中
只能铭记下这首疑歌
合适的时机解析自我
但我明白
时间何等珍贵
白驹过隙
如挂钟摇摆
开始倒数
直到终结
人生会随时间起伏改变
犹如无知觉的梦境
过程超乎你的掌控
凝望时光
看它从窗棂悄然遁走
试图挽留
可我不曾领悟
时间不等人
只能默默望着你的离去
将一切铭存于心
即使锲而不舍，披奏坚韧之铠
最后努力却轻易分崩离析
对我来说
最好的结果
便是把这段固执信念深埋
我曾努力挣扎
走到现今
最终才发现
原来都无济于事
不可控制的
失去了所有
最终才明白
前途渺茫
有件事
我不曾明白
无论你如何竭尽全力
为什么却于事无补
在我脑海深处
撰写下这首疑歌
时刻警醒自己
我曾经努力过
但我所谓的信念
你却只会嘲笑
可我的灵魂
早已全然属于你
曾经历历在目
那潸然动容的瞬间
如今却是过往云烟
万事皆变，物是人非
再此重逢
你或许
早已不再认识我
并非是你的过错
而是我已改变
但是过去的一切
都有可能重蹈覆辙
你把一切抛之脑后
我曾挣扎过
但一切徒劳
对我来说
这段记忆
我只能掩埋在深处
我曾努力挣扎
走到至今
最终才发现
一切都徒劳
不受我的控制
失去了所有
最终才明白
一切都无用
我把信任托付于你
尽我所能去努力
对于这一切
有件事你应该明白
我把感情托付于你
便会尽我所能去投入
对于这一切
你知道这件事便已足够
我曾努力过
走到这不可挽回的一步
最终才看透
一切都是徒劳
沉沦于此
失去所有
最终才看透
一切都是徒劳
It starts with one thing
I dont know why
It doesnt even matter
How hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by
As the pendulum swings
Watch it count down
To the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
Its so unreal
Didnt look out below
Watch the time go
Right out the window
Trying to hold on
But didnt even know
Wasted it all just
To watch you go
I kept everything inside and
Even though I tried
It all fell apart
What it meant to me will
Eventually be a
Memory of a time when
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesnt even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesnt even matter
One thing
I dont know why
It doesn t even matter
How hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way
You were mocking me
Acting like I was
Part of your property
Remembering all the
Times you fought with me
Im surprised it got so （far）
Things arent the way
They were before
You wouldnt even
Recognise me anymore
Not that you
Knew me back then
But it all comes
Back to me （in the end）
You kept everything inside
And even though I tried
It all fell apart
What it meant to me will
Eventually be a
Memory of a time when I
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesnt even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesnt even matter
Ive put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
Theres only one thing you should know
Ive put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
Theres only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesnt even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesnt even matter
老马加油！
