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繁星
Myriad Stars
巴金
Ba Jin
我爱月夜,但我也爱星天。从前在家乡,七、八月的夜晚,在庭院里纳凉的时候,我最爱看天上密密麻麻的繁星。望着星天,我就会忘记一切,仿佛回到了母亲的怀里似的。
I love moonlit nights and am also fond of star-strewn sky. Back in the old days, in my home town, when I was in our courtyard enjoying the cool nights of July and August, what I enjoyed most was watching the stars fill the sky. As I watched them, I forgot everything, as though I had returned to my mother’s arms.
三年前在南京,我住的地方有一道后门,每晚我打开后门,便看见一个静寂的夜。下面是一片菜园,上面是星群密布的蓝天。星光在我们的肉眼里虽然微小,然而它使我们觉得光明无处不在。那时候我正在读一些关于天文学的书,也认得一些星星,好像它们就是我的朋友,它们常常在和我谈话一样。
Three years ago, in Nanjing, the house I lived in had a back door. Whenever I opened that door at night, I saw a tranquil nighttime view, with a large vegetable garden below, and above, the blue sky densely studded with clusters of stars. Though stars seemed *** all and weak to the naked eye, the brightness of the starlight seemed ubiquitous. I had been reading about astronomy then and knew about some of the stars, so they were like my friends and would often talk to me.
如今在海上,每晚和繁星相对,我把它们认得很熟了。我躺在舱面上,仰望天空。深蓝色的天空里悬着无数半明半昧的星。船在动,星也在动,它们是这样低,真是摇摇欲坠呢!渐渐地我的眼睛模糊了,我好像看见无数萤火虫在我的周围飞舞。海上的夜是柔和的,是静寂的,是梦幻的。我望着那许多认识的星,我仿佛看见它们在对我霎眼,我仿佛听见它们在小声说话。这时我忘记了一切。在星的怀抱中我微笑着,我沉睡着。我觉得自己是一个小孩子,现在睡在母亲的怀里了。
Now, I am on the sea. Because I gaze at the stars every night, I have come to know them well. Lying on my back on the deck and looking into the sky, I see myriad stars, half-bright and half-dim, hanging in the deep blue sky. The ship moves and they do, too. They look so close to me, as though they are falling! Gradually, my vision blurs. I seem to see innumerable fireflies dancing around me. Night at sea is mellow, tranquil, and dreamy. Looking at the many familiar stars, I seem to see them twinkling at me and seem to hear them whispering. Now, I am completely lost in them. Nestled in their embrace, I *** ile and fall asleep. I feel like a child, sleeping in my mother’s arms.
(徐英才 译)